Everything is different for me now, then it was a couple of months ago. I don’t feel like I am the same person. I don’t feel like what has happened to me is real. I don’t feel like my Mother is gone.
There have been several times when I said to myself out loud, I have to call my Mom.
And then I realize, My mom is no longer here to call.
And my Dad is alone, in that cold house that I visited in Upstate NY.
I would never live there again. There was a day when it was one degree with a lower temperature if you figured in the chill factor, about 17 below.
Thank you guys for caring and supporting me. It might be a while until I am back to myself, but I will start posting like normal again.
TTYS Good Night.