I will be ok. Why? Because that one special guy out there will be really lucky to have me. I treat my man like king. I cook, give great s*x, back rub massages, sweet, sexy, smart and makes my own money. What more can a guy ask for? Am I missing something here? All I ever wanted back was to be love and spoil, is that hard to ask for? God! I did a lot of goods things and good things for people in my life. When am I going to get this good fortune back?