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Nadia Styles- out of LA and Porn, finding God in NYC

   

from Nadia’s blog

Whats new #1 !! A lot of change going on…

       Where do i start with all the new change going on in my life. First of all i want to say everything has been so amazing since i decided to follow my heart instead of following what “the world” says we should do in life. What i mean by that is being caught up in a superficial life style. Looks , money , partys , ect. i’m sure you get the point . But please don’t get me wrong . Nothing is wrong with having a nice car , or good clothes , or dining out here and there , but when it becomes a idol and something that seems to run your life over the things in the world like spending time with your family , really getting to know your friends, (like whats their favorite color besides what their favorite acholic drink) really taking time out to smell the flowers . This might sound funny but i heard in a song “instead of keeping it real why don’t you start keeping it right. ”
 
   So thats exactly what i been working on , im not perfect but everyday i try to walk with careful and thought out steps . I have lived in Los Angeles for 27yrs , i was blessed enough to travel to other country’s . But with getting out the the adult industry ( making porn movies , stripping , ect..)  it was my way of life in L.a. and everytime i tried to keep it right and leave i would find myself back in again. So i recently moved out of L.a… And it feels really refreshing. Now i really feel like its a new start , new beginning ,a second chance. What a wonderful blessing! I know live in Brooklyn , NY . I just moved here a couple weeks ago. I live with Judith Supine   http://www.flickr.com/photos/judithsupine/  
someone i really look up to for their ability for realizing there God given gifts. Thats the search i’m on right now , i know i have many abilites to do many things,but what is my path???  With being the industry for so long i forgot what my gifts were . My talents , my natural abilities . Sadly i was always told my ability was being a sl*t , useing my body ,ugh ,this always made me sad .. Im proud and happy to realize that i’m worth and can do way more then that , WAY beyond anything like that.

 I have a hobby for taking photos , so i got a little gig for writing for a blog . I JUST got internet so i haven’t been able to post anything yet but soon i will and i will share the link with you. But with being in New York i believe i can build on my photography ability theres so much here that catches my eyes , i see a new picture every 5 mins. I’m also thinking of doing some fun things like dance classes , cooking classes ( i love to cook) , maybe doing some kickboxing too haha..who knows..

Well here’s to a fresh start , and i know that its going to be a brighter and healthier life from here ! I will keep you updated .. Thanks for reading my blog . And this is all written just share with you my experiences of making sober, pleasant changes in my life.

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