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Rusty Nails- Exclusive- He misses porn…

Ex-porn performer “Rusty NaIls” gets in touch with me on Facebook, which I am rarely on. So I ask him to email me, which he does. I send him some questions and he answers me back. Now because this exchange is totally via email and I don’t know Rusty at all, I have no way to verify that this is really him that I am talking too. So Take it or leave it and believe it or not. But if you do know Rusty get in touch with me and help me  figure this out.

 

Give the readers some back ground on your life in porn.
When did you leave and why?
Do you miss porn?
What have you been doing with yourself?

I’m usually on public access computers limiting what I see. The photos that Jeremy Steele took look great. Need many more as I think PSK is great. I left porn in January of ’06. My life was getting a little hectic then. I live 2 hours north of Porn valley, so between commuting, having places to stay while down there for shoots and such, was too much. I decided to stop and return to a normal setting with a 40/hr a week job doing signs (something I’m very good at). I got into a lover’s triangle sort o’ speak and quit that job after working there just over a year. The house I lived in was being foreclosed on and I was making arrangements to move to an apartment in LA in ’08. That fell through and I’ve been forced to live in my minivan for the past 20 months. I spent most of last year learning about chopper motorcycles at the library, thinking I could apply my skills somewhere else. I’ve been digging in garbage for recycling to eat for a year and a half. I’ve nearly gotten into several fights because of it. A couple weeks ago, I did get into a fight in front of a grocery store. The guy hit me and I got the boot. Another guy the other day started shit with me as I exited Kmart. Honestly, the main reason I quit porn is because I had a substance abuse and drinking problem. I’ve been clean and sober since 12/05. I’m in the best shape of my life and it’s because I was planning on re-entering the porn world. So yes, to answer your question, I miss porn. Question is, does porn miss me?
 
Rusty Nails

 

Rusty, Sorry to hear you are living in your van. Are you somewhere safe? Can you get a part time job doing something?  How come you don’t live in a shelter or Salvation Army?  Congrads on being clean & sober.   That is a good start on a happy life.

I’d like to post what you wrote me, are there some pictures of you I can use?

Cindi

You would think being sober would have led me to a happier life. Not so. I’ve been pretty unhappy since leaving porn. As far as part-time jobs. I looked after a carwash at night for a year as to feel productive. The owner knows I kept up the place and never offered me a job. Pictures of me – I’d almost rather wait till I get on my feet. It’s bad enough I’m living this way, I don’t need people recognizing me for it.

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